i sat here, at home, all day, thinking about the gigantic fight we had last night. such a huge fight that im still upset about it even after i slept on it. im not one to carry fights into the next day, so when he gets home, im not going to bring it up. but im not going to lie and say everything is better, because it's not. things have got to change.
maybe i was a bit harsh thinking that i should run away with brooke for a couple days and maybe that would make him realize that he needs me, just as much as i need him. i need him to show me more respect, the same respect that i show him. and to think about us more, rather then just hmself all the time. can this change?
i don't want to change him as a person, just change the way he handles things. like his lack of communication. and him having to bug me until i cry. (which isn't really good for me right now, my hormones are a mess.)
i don't want to be in a relationship where the man controls everything, and especially in this case... does he think he can control everything because right now he makes all the money? I want to be in a relationship where there is compromise, and trust, lots and lots of trust, and respect. and we talk about everything, best friends... lovers. 50/50
am i asking for too much?
1 comment:
you are definitely not asking for too much....everyone deserves what you are expecting from him and anything less is unacceptable!!
continue to stand up for yourself because you always have the right to speak your mind and as long as you do he has to listen whether he changes things or not at least you can say you've given it your best fighting effort
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